A single step.

There is a saying that goes, a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
No matter what you choose to do, that saying holds true.
 
Writing a novel is no small journey. And writing lots and lots of them and building a writing career is no joke. 
I think no matter what, we all have to start somewhere and that is what I am doing. 
After 3:05 a.m. came out, I felt like I was back to square one. Because of taking so long to release my book, I had to try and remember what to do like I am a new author again. And then I realized, it might always be this way. Every book that I release into the world is new and shiny and I don't know what is going to happen next. I can plan and guess, but in the end, it's a surprise. 
What I do know? I know I can't worry about it. I have come to discover that I have to accept the good with the bad. I am here and showing up as an author because I must create. I write to breathe and if people love it, great. If not, it changes nothing.
​I must write.
I must.